i need to be honest: i am not happy with my โ€œcareer.โ€ it feels pointless because it is pointless. it doesnโ€™t do anything for me, doesnโ€™t give me the spark that iโ€™m searching for, to create, to connect, to help.


but i donโ€™t know what will. or maybe i do, deep down, but i have to search for it. maybe i can ask it to come to me? maybe we can meet each other halfway?


and maybe, the first step to receiving, is asking. so i am asking for a change. and not just any change, but a good change, a great change. want it to nourish and sustain me both financially and spiritually.


whatever it is, please come find me, and i promise to look for you too.